about my mind not my heart

 Salute to those who celebrate Independence Day happily even though the condition of the country is not good and I feel that colonialism is not over yet. 

 Flowers also need large pots to grow stronger.

 Suddenly I wanted to learn another language even though I was busy learning English and Japanese.

 I think it's ridiculous but if I succeed it will really make history.

 Finally now I can calm down and plan everything calmly too.

 He's clearly not good, right? But why do I keep remembering him? I feel bad.

 It turns out it's that hard to see the good things when things are getting worse.

 There are only a few moments left, I just have to be sure that whatever the result is, it is the best for me.

 Only waited about a week but it seems like there is no end in sight.

 I really want my enthusiasm to move back, it's impossible for it to disappear or go away forever, right?

 Can't they just shut up and make me wait in a calm, unpressured wait, they keep acting as if everything is certain and there can't be any other possibility. I just want to wait quietly, but that doesn't mean I doubt myself, I just want to face reality as it is, without the burden of other people's expectations!

 Only four more days, I just have to wait that long, but I don't know how it will turn out, I'll just leave it all to the one above.

 I wrote two more times today, but that's okay, because I forgot. I pray that those who didn't make it to the end will be given strength and find something better than this.

 I missed the fifth, and the sixth is almost over.

 Tomorrow is the time, I just hope it won't disappoint.

 The first time I shed tears in front of them, today.

 Maybe there are some plans that should be kept hidden without being told to anyone.